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What summer concert would you love to watch from the front row?


Tokio Hotel!! All the way!!

You know what?

It's kinda annoying. I was watching Loveless for the thousandth time and I'm still obsessed about Kio! I keep trying to find a fic where he gives up on Soubi and finds another man/boy. It'd be funny if he fell for a kid too because then he'd have to take back what he said about Soubi. LOL. I love fan girling, but I don't find a need on writing about someone if I don't know if someone's going to read it. :( Any one got any suggestions??

Please. Help me. I'm desperate.

I've always lived with relatives since I was little. My father left before I was born and my mom has been in and out of rehab for most of my life. When I was about five my dad decided to be apart of mine and my older brother's life. He had gotten married and his wife didn't like us very much. I barely got to see him. He devorced her and married my current step mom. They have been having lots of money problems and accidents for the past six years and they haven't been paying child support. My family let it go. I now have a six year old little brother.

I knew all of this a long time ago, but I never grasped the consept on how messed up my family was till now. No one gets along, my parents hate eachother, we all have money problems and depts to pay off. I don't get along with my little brother, either. He's a spoiled brat. He goes to a private school, he takes karate, and he gets all the toys he wants. He hits and kicks everybody. He has a bad attitude all the time and sometimes it makes me want to scream! All in all, he has everything I never did. I practicly grew up without my dad, but he gets everything he's ever wanted and more. My dad and step mom allways take his side. They never listen to me! I may be fifteen, but I'm not STUPID!! Since they don't listen to me then my brother doesn't either. I feel as though my dad and step mom don't want me around anymore. I wonder some times, if they were going to act like I was the brat, then why did my dad come back in the first place? They always get aggitated with me as if I was doing something wrong. It makes me want to cry.

I'm torn between making myself happy or making everyone else happy. I don't want to suffer having to deal with him, but I love him too much to stop coming by. I know he loves me, but sometimes I have to wonder if what I'm doing is good for my own health. I want a vacation. I just need a really good cry.  I don't want to be overly emotional, but I don't think I can take this for much longer than I do. I only come over every other weekend, but it feels like I'm drained everytime I leave. Emotionally and physically.

So I need some advise. Should I do what I want and stop coming by or make my brother happy?

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I'm desperate!!


I don't usually post, but I'm desperate! I have a website called www.lovelychic.weebly.com and it doesn't exactly get a lot of attention. It'd be really cool if you all could check it out and tell me what you think. Give me tips and ideas. Check out my lyrics page. I'll post any songs you want! It's kinda lacking, but I'm working on it. I have picture tabs, and things that I find special to me, blogs, and I'm planning on putting on some more tabs soon. I just took two off and now it looks extremely small. But even with how few actually look at my website, no one comments and I've already blogged that I wouldn't do anything else to it until I get at least three comments. Please help! I don't want my website to go down the drain. Thank you in advance for any one who checks it out!

NYAPPY~!

Skirt- Miku & Bou

Name: Skirt
Pairing: Miku & Bou
Rating: G
Author: kpopluvr08
Warnings: None really other than it hasn't been edited.
Disclaimer: I don't own lol 
Note: Please Please Please visit my site www.lovelychic.weebly.com.

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 ( <- I think this is Hikaru from D=OUT ) Hey so this is part 2 to my previous post that consisted of only buttons. This one consists of only pics so have fun ^^ I'll do my best to sort them right. If you take one then I need to know so you need to comment if you take one. I'm kinda dissapointed that some of them only came up so big. I got a lot of my pics from other users and photobucket so I don't claim any of them. No matter how much i want to.   

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Obsessed With Buttons!!


I have been siriously obsessed with Tokio Hotel lately. Not kidding. I love them. Especially Bill and Tom....On the other hand I have felt the sudden urge to go through all the tiresome trouble to get some cool pics on here.  I'm not sure at the moment if I have enough energy to put them all on here or not lol. So go to the cut and look at my awesome pics lol. Just a warning, they're all buttons . I've been obsessing with buttons since I got a facebook.  I'll do my best to sort em too.  I can't stay up  long doing this so I'm going to continue this tomorrow. I'll be doing a part two to this one with actual pictures instead of buttons.... (although BIll looks like he's having a lot of fun above with the bottons so ya) If you take any please comment and tell me, thank you. Don't forget to visit my sight www.lovelychic.weebly.com So ENJOY!!!

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I'm not in the best mood, but I decided to post anyway. I want to learn to speak Korean and my gran is like shooting that down. It's hard for me to find the right time to start and it's hard with school going on so I'll try to start tonight if I can....
Try my new website! You can find it at www.lovelychic.weebly.com ! I write more on it than I do on this so it's better ^^.

Christmas Day


I learned quite a few different things this Christmas Holiday. 1st, your parents aren't kids. They have gone through life more than we have and there are some things that even though they may have learned not to do when they were kids that they still do now. But it's their responsibility if anything goes wrong. And sometimes it's just better to let them solve their problems on their own without their childrens help. They may still need to do some growing of their own.

2nd, Life isn't a book. I myself read book and write some too, but there comes a time every now and then that I mistake my life for a book. I think that something isn't as bad as it really is or it's not as bad as I think it is, but I have to realise that I'm not a charecter in one of my stories. I don't have any hand in what will happen later. That's God's job. I don't know what is going to happen and frankly I need to grow up. I don't have forever here on earth and it seems as if time is passing so fast. All I have to do now is learn how to catch up with it.^^


I hope your having a happy Christmas and I hope you learn things that might open your mind more everytime you think about it. Remember that the holiday isn't just about presents. It's about the birth of Jesus. Merry Christmas.